There are many parts of your life that have significantly improved, and you were able to do all of that while under duress stemming from years of conditioning. If you were able to accomplish so much while partially refrained, what do you think is within your scope when enlightened? When at peace? When empowered? Things were arduous because of the person you were at the time. But…times have changed, and most importantly, so have you. The life you’re creating from this new perspective will be mind blowing.